There's a place I go
A place few know
Where hope is lost at such a cost
But despite the horror and ill it bears
I long to climb its rotting stairs
And once I find myself inside
I scatter the furniture far and wide
The damage I cause, trying to hide
I find no comfort, never serene
The panic, the terror, this is no dream
I free the demons, set them to work
There's no compassion, only hurt
My reason to visit
To find relief
It never comes 
This brute's a thief
I wade through dark, remorse and guilt
At least it's mine this hole i've built
And when I leave , I still remain
I am nothing without the pain
With its malevolent eyes and endless lies
It tempts me back
My soulless reprise
If I was strong, I'd lock the door
But weak and lost
I'll be back for more