Part fact part fiction

I've always worn this mask

Because it hides the affliction

I've been fighting demons

That you don't believe in

Not knowing who i am

But knowing i don't like him

Is it any wonder I can't let go

When all i'll have left 

Is regret, guilt and sorrow

As I stand before this dark abyss

It hurts not remembering our last kiss

If only i'd learned sooner, know yourself before others

We may have stood a chance, we may still be lovers

Was it just a case of right characters, wrong story

Or was it just me, am I not worthy

One thing I know, one thing is clear

I'd happily live in hell

If my demons remained here